February 17, 2011

Well, in the midst of feeling lousy, I'm writing... My search for my birth mother has ended or at least come to a close for now. I truly believe that I've found her and she did not want any communication between us. Of course, I'm sad but my sorrow is really directed towards her and her life experience. I can't imagine what she must have gone through and how her life and unfolded to have our connection come to this point.
I do know that no matter what has happened between her and me, my family, friends, and G-d are with me and pulling my through all of this. I feel like I'm in the Lord's hands and He's sustaining me through His marvelous grace and through my friends and family. I'm truly alright with this; even at peace for I feel that the search is over and I can lay it to rest.
So for all of you who have been keeping me in prayer, thank you, thank you, thank you so very much. I am sooo blessed to have you all in my life. I praise G-d for His mercies, my husband, children, and family.
I just wanted you all to know what had happened. Again, thanks for all the encouraging words. Until next time, take care, enjoy, and G-d bless!